What have hardened your heart?

What have hardened your heart?
fried chicken, gravy and cigarettes...really.
High fat foods...and lost loves.
Lack of love. But it's getting softer.
arteriosclerosis from adjectives the junk i munch through
my nephew dying the fact that my dad used to bet up my mum
twisting up feeling lost and mostly alone after the energy i tried to do as well and as gracefully as i could
Honestly, My first response be going to be my stupid choices for "boyfriends" over the years, but then i really thought in the order of it. If it werent for those exes then I wouldnt be near the person I am near today and my heart wouldn't be near as begin as it is for him.
Now .. what really hardens my heart is that guy standing on the corner beside the sign that says "Homeless vet please help" consequently me being my unselfish self.. impart him money only to enjoy him run to the closest gas station to buy a beer instead of some food.
or it is the the mom that we helped out second Christmas because she couldn't buy presents for her 3 kids when all along she be spending every dime she made at her job on crack rock.
Or it is the comercials that come on at darkness that say.. nurture starving kids surrounded by africa... well.. what roughly our starving kids?? somewhere tonight a child surrounded by OUR country is going to bed with no supper but please.. convey money that prolly never makes it to any kith and kin in another country.. when you could find a local domestic that their house just adjectives down or their dad just get laid off from work and HELP YOUR NEIGHBOR!!
Sorry.. i could stir on and on about things similar to this.
Have a good one!!
REJECTION
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SATURATE - RICH FOOD DOES NOT, DOES NOT, DOES NOT , DOES NOT, DOES NOT, DOES NOT
CAUSE ATHEROSCLEROSIS